A month away from you..

Been a month, Now's its 16 of September 2006..
One month ago on this same day, she broke up with me..
I feel so defeat when she told me..
Knowing she still like that cool guy..

Nothing more I can do,
to repair this situation,
cause love cannot be force,
and cause I respect her decision..

Sometimes, I really felt hurt..
I feel like screaming,
shout everything out..
And let it burst through my lungs..

sometimes I felt like kicking it away,
but the more i wanted,
the more it hurt me,
and end-ed up hurting myself..

Now my life is so empty,
so silent,
that a needle drop can be heard,
and a surrounding of sorrows..

I couldn't change it,
only to smile so it will break away,
though this is so hurt-ful,
hoping it won't be the same anymore..

I letting everything go today,
letting the words we share to break away.
letting the world we created falls,
And letting my love go..